There was no line that said “referred by,” so I just wrote Phillip Bettelheim sent me across the top. The receptionist gave me a new-patient form on a clipboard I sat in an upholstered chair. I almost turned around and went home-but then I wouldn’t be able to call him to say thanks for the referral. All the way down the hall I did the face. Surprised but not overly surprised, and he wouldn’t be on the ceiling so my neck wouldn’t be craning up like that. Once the doors had closed, I checked myself in the mirrored ceiling and practiced how my face would go if Phillip was in the waiting room. The kind of finger that was up for anything. Who is that middle-aged woman in the blue Honda? I strolled through the parking garage and into the elevator, pressing 12 with a casual, fun-loving finger. Who is she? people might have been wondering. When I stopped at red lights, I kept my eyes mysteriously forward. I drove to the doctor’s office as if I was starring in a movie Phillip was watching-windows down, hair blowing, just one hand on the wheel.
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